Change

They say "change is good" and I agree. You can be yourself for as long as you could but the sense of contentment has to be there. Surely, everybody has different definitions of contentment. However, until you truly know what death is all about, you want nothing but to get close to God. I didn't really know what death is until one day I woke up and decided to change and when I was deeply determined to change, things around me automatically evolved on its own. I was tested and lost, but surprisingly, I held on to nothing else but God. For the first time in my life, I felt the sweetness of being tested. I was neither stress nor depressed at all. As a matter of fact, I had nothing to be worried about because I have God -- the greatest victory out of all the problems occurred as soon as I decided to change. Life is a journey. You can be happy and sad for whatever reasons but in the end you just can't deny that, all that you have, they are the blessings from God. Rather than being thankful, why don't you try to change for once. It doesn't have to be drastic but a small, continuous and realistic effort should do. Try it because I have and it was sweet.