Medina

Moments, little by little, they change us to become a better person or otherwise. I, as a firm believer that every person who walks into my life is a gift from God, am now stuck between moments and the person that I have become. Looking at where I am right now, after indulging in a relationship, I suddenly realise I am very much lonely and empty inside. How could this happen? When I was alone, I felt content and whole but now when I have someone with me, I am just alone. Come to think of it again, God is indeed great. I was too focused on the love below that I neglect the love above, the love for God. Astaghfirullah.

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